Tuesday, November 28, 2006

edit : picture deleted.
before my editor trial runs out in 1 day.
(:

:)
i guess its commendable that you still had time for me today despite your busy schedule.
but just so you know,
it was never about the money
nor what you could buy me
its all about you.

sometimes when you have all the money in the world ,
you'll realise all you have left beside you ,
is someone who wants a share of that money .

but even if you were broke.
i'd still be here.
with you.
















on another note:

coincidentally, aaron seah was at aljunied ! LOL.
someone was broke so i treated bubble tea.
he's damnnnn retarded man.
was in the library,
talking on scraps of paper
and i have like marker lines all over my arm.
WTH !
but thanks for walking me home.

town with aaron and his siblings today. teehee. fun ! especially when the projector broke down halfway through the movie. and being called xiao long nu like a million times. free lunch. mwaha. what a day.
turns out ling yu knows him too. small world man. pffft.
xxhaojiemeixx is a jinx !

weird messages on friendster. just one example perhaps?

Date:
localDateTimewithTimezone("11/23/2006 7:33 AM","timetag1","SG");
Thursday, 23 November, 2006 11:33 PM
Subject:
hey care ot chat mah???
Message:
Hiya..can be know you mah? Zhan hong here, age 22 stay in the east area…bedok.. Last time I was studying in Tp and b4 that was St Hilda Currently was in army taking care of doggy…close to 2 yrs of washing dog shit le…I have just ord not long ago..lol.. I m the only child also.. my hobbies are cycling, movie, shopping,, jogging, online chat, anime, game console..

weird guys on the streets.
STFU ? kthx

mark lim ! don say i nvr blog abt you huh.
someone's taken a turn to the cute-sy side recently. esp the random calls, intentionally kiddish voice and words like " okayy wo ting ni de lo", "if still don have, den i'll be v sad, den i'll cry, den i'll fly to your arms".
& that someone sent me home while on crutches.
yes i feel loved.
(:

i hate it when she always writes testimonials above mine. seriously once or twice could be a coincidence. but like almost every time? its upsetting. =[

someone once told me
some things can never be replaced.

like 175 maybe?
my heart still skips a beat.

or my xxhaojiemeixx?
still one of my best confidantes.

the only two worth remembering anyways.
=]

online shopping.
saw 3 things i wanna get from Guess?
but thats gotta wait.

saw a cross necklace too.
but i guess it'll come to 100 odd dollars.
thank god Roland has an account
so at least i can get it.
teehee.

today's like any other day.
lousy and boring.
major giddiness again. pffft. how irritating.

mum says tradition's hiring a female trainee broker.
hell yeah im interested.
she says i can stop school actually.

idk.

the other girls.
i wish they'd get a clue and stop throwing themselves at him.

girls.
they enjoy throwing themselves at guys who're attached.
to see if they're better den their girlfriends.
& maybe hope that they can prove their importance in that guy's life.

seriously.
get yourselves some other single desperate fleabags.
this guy's mine.
not yours
not hers
not ever
and thats not abt to change for a long time to come.
whether you like it or not.

mmms. today's a day after the 4th m.
someone hinted very badly of the need to blog abt it. hahahahah ! so here goes.
for a day that didnt start off all that good, it took a turn for the better. =] dinner at Ma Maison was oh-so-good. and the drinks after at TCC made it even better. mwaha. yes yes and pictures too ! but someone has yet to send me. oh wells.

& the best part? someone swore today to never walk out on me. hahahahha. im glad sometimes that whenever things go wrong. at the end of the day, it all ends up well. and yeah. that same someone promised to walk through all the bad and tough times with me but asked if i will too. my answer? hell yeah i will ! (:

hahahha. did i mention i pushed someone around on a wheelchair todayy. LOL !

you know it when.
you hardly get any messages anymore.

thx lingyu darling for the company whilst getting e braces put on. =]

yeahh. whichever you prefer.




clearly,
it was me watching as you walked out on me.
'nuff said.

i thought you said never to walk out on you.
look who's doing it now.


sigh.

If one day u feel like crying,
call me.
I dont promise that i will make u laugh,
but i can cry with u.
If one day u want to run away,
dont be afraid to call me.
I dont promise to ask u to stop,
but i can run with u.
If one day u dont want to listen to anyone,
call me.
I promise to be there for u,
but also promise to remain quiet.
But one day if u call,
and there is no answer,
come fast to see me.
Perhaps i need u.

Teehee. K i ripped it off friendster. but its meaningful i guess? mmms.

Dad's constantly scolding me about dieting. as usual, and just did.
Apparently he thinks im skinny.
But hell no, im not that skinny.
Pfft.

sylvia showed me this site. and this ring screams gorgeous- at least to me it does.

teehee.

teehee. fireworks. =]

gimme a reason to stay.


the extraction hurt like a bitch. pffft. and it hasnt stopped bleeding since 3.
*(&#*!!*@&#(#

i still cry myself to sleep at night.

* Carmen
* lurve_hatred@hotmail.com
* 17-ish
* TP 1B-07
* x)

* One tree hill / The simple life / America's NTM / progs on Star World
* Splurging
* Schooling? believe it or not. Work = boo.
* my iPod & digicam.
* People [ friend-people not people-people and lil gay goldfish people... =D] =X

* Superficial & scheming cunts
* Typical ah lians / ah bengs
* Flirts, etc etc.
* Ppl who are pathetic and don even know it. Its sad, really.
* & emphasis on all of the above

* unique candyy that actually tastes gd . mwaha
* pretty pretty stuff
* endless joy and laughter
* stuff that money cant buy
* =]

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